2 weeks
It's been more than a little overwhelming. It's hard to adjust back from my hxc bumming into actually being productive, which explains why I've been failing so miserably at doing my readings on time etc. My room is a complete mess and I can't wrap my mind around the idea that this is going to be my life for the next 4 years. It seems like this infinite amount of time before I'm out of here and I'm just filled with this inane sense of dread.
I've never been one for hardwork. Of course I admire it, but for myself to actually slog my guts out, it's a little more than painful. There's no way around it I suppose. All you people who told me that nothing will ever be quite as hard as living through the A'levels...Lies. ALL LIES >:( 2 weeks in and I already feel like I could do the entire A'levels syllables with my eyes closed while drinking banana milk. I don't think I've ever read so much in my life.
I'm hoping this get's a little less intense, though I've been told not to count on it. Law mods are interesting so far(as long as I manage to read enough before the classes) but the uni cores make me want to gnaw on my brain. Absolutely detestable. I haven't hated any subject since PE and even then it was just because of the sun damage and the Moving. Uni cores on the other hand, inflict an acute sense of pain and holds a promise of long-suffering and exquisite torture. Save me
Off to tuition now. Which reminds me, if agencies are too incompetent to handle tasks such as FUCKING OPENING THEIR EYES AND READING BEFORE SENDING OUT BILLS TO THE WRONG CLIENTS, can they just let me handle the collection of fees myself?! I'm beyond irritated, HAGSJHFADJYFADKHGAKJHLAJS:KAS:LAS.
Okay breathe, think happy thoughts like fluffy kittens and Yoochun's jawline. Mmmmm
I've never been one for hardwork. Of course I admire it, but for myself to actually slog my guts out, it's a little more than painful. There's no way around it I suppose. All you people who told me that nothing will ever be quite as hard as living through the A'levels...Lies. ALL LIES >:( 2 weeks in and I already feel like I could do the entire A'levels syllables with my eyes closed while drinking banana milk. I don't think I've ever read so much in my life.
I'm hoping this get's a little less intense, though I've been told not to count on it. Law mods are interesting so far(as long as I manage to read enough before the classes) but the uni cores make me want to gnaw on my brain. Absolutely detestable. I haven't hated any subject since PE and even then it was just because of the sun damage and the Moving. Uni cores on the other hand, inflict an acute sense of pain and holds a promise of long-suffering and exquisite torture. Save me
Off to tuition now. Which reminds me, if agencies are too incompetent to handle tasks such as FUCKING OPENING THEIR EYES AND READING BEFORE SENDING OUT BILLS TO THE WRONG CLIENTS, can they just let me handle the collection of fees myself?! I'm beyond irritated, HAGSJHFADJYFADKHGAKJHLAJS:KAS:LAS.
Okay breathe, think happy thoughts like fluffy kittens and Yoochun's jawline. Mmmmm
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