There's fanservice, and then there's Yunjae

I'm really not kidding when I say I'll stop believing in love if anything ever happens to YunhoXJaejoong.
I'm not crazy, I know a degree of it(no matter how large or small) is fanservice, I'm just saying its not purely that. Theres only so much one can fake and pretend, and we all know these two aren't exactly good actors(Seriously, I cringe when I watch Yunho in that Vacation movie, and Jae...Jae is just, Um nevermind)
I'm not saying they're Involved, I'm just saying there are Feelings Involved. There's always something that suggests that they aren't just extremely good friends because extremely good friends don't act that way around each other.
Firstly, Jaejoong's 'I'm in love with you smile' that he only shows whenever Yunho does something cute or touches him. I can't explain this, you have to look for yourself. I've lost count of the number of times Renuka and I go through pictures of the two together just so we can fangirl over THAT smile. Even Christine who enjoys reminding me that she thinks its fanservice backed me about when I was telling people about THE SMILE, because its undeniable! He just gives off that lovesick,"YUNHO I SARANG YOU" smile.


Dammit, you can't really see Jaejae's face here, but I can't be bothered to go look more Yunjae Moments after I lost my stash when Combot crashed ):

But look at Jaejoong's expression, ITS THE SMILE


Then there's the unnecessary and excessive touching. Really, is there a need for such frequent thigh-stroking, hand-holding, butt-carressing, suspiciously random leaning against each other, sitting far too close...
Observe:










Then there's the way they talk about each other. Sometimes conversations just slip out that really makes you question what they mean. For instance, there was this interview on a japanese radio show in which Yunho was asked about how Jaejoong behaves when drunk and typically, Jae just blurted whatever was on his mind and said "For some reason, I look at Yunho and say 'I like you'". Following which were a flurry of strained, awkward claims from everyone that Jae was just joking. The host kept on pressing Yunho for answers after he claimed that Jaejoong behaves like how he normally does, but he finally caved and admitted that Jaejoong smiles at him more when drunk and they behave more intimately.
THEN, this sort of panicky air ensues when the host questions them about how much closer it is than their normal touchy-feely moments, and Yunho blurts out "It's a secret" *awkward* *awkward*

Also Jaejoong's questionable statement on how he feels like a woman when Yunho touches him(!!!!) and also how they always insist they'll marry each other if they were female(and the other remained male I mean) and how in Yunho's descriptions of his ideal partner, he doesn't specifically say *SHE* but says "has to be able to cook" (Jaejoong interjects and says "I can cook very well!) "has to have straight hair" (JJ again: "Ahh, my hair is too straight~)

What I also find really suspicious is how Jaejoong's gaze more often than not, lands on Yunho, even when another band member is talking, and how during shows and performances Yunho just looks on fondly at Jae and smiles adoringly at him.
That's it, I'm going to stop rambling. I realise I sound incredibly stupid when I fan-girl, mostly because I get excited and stop...thinking
T_T An unfortunate side-effect I suppose.

Anyways, I want to post this video even though it breaks my heart rather thoroughly, mostly because I make so many references to it in rl that I thought it would be less confusing if people actually knew which incident I'm referring to.
So please forward to 3 minutes and 20 seconds as Yunho breaks the hearts of countless Yunjae fans and his Boojae. Really, you don't act the way he normally does to Jaejoong, then SUDDENLY freeze him out, out of the blue. *ANGSTS*

I showed this to a friend(who hates k-pop and totally broke my heart by saying hurtful things about Jaejoong's face) and she said "Wow, that is rather douchey. Awww, *speaking to Jae* don't be sad, the other dude is uglier than you!" (Which hurt me more than comforted because I LOVE YUNHO AND HIS SMEXY FACE)

Right, got side-tracked. What I meant to say is, it absolutely breaks my heart to see Jaejoong's devastatation when Yunho shuts him down after Jae seranaded him. THAT LOOK ): And how he gave this pained expression and tried to smile after Yunho said something "amusing", when he clearly was upset. (Jae's smile normally reaches his eyes and makes him ~*SpArKLe*~ and dammit its just obvious that he wasn't happy)
I know I'm not the only one who feels this way because I've come across so many fan remarks about how this is just painful and heart-wrenching to watch.



[I don't own any of the pictures, they belong to their respective owners]

*Edit:
I just thought of things while watching DBSK's Bonjour Paris shoot. I remember reading that a bus driver in Paris asked whether Jaejoong and Yunho were together because according to him, they were acting like a couple.

Also, I've noticed that Jaejoong enjoys gushing over Yunho, I've seen several offshoots and behind-the-scenes footage of Jaejoong fan-girling whenever Yunho is shooting or posing. I remember in this one he yells "AHHHH YUNHO IS SO HANDSOME! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? *FLAILS*" and in another one he yells "So handsome! I can't believe he is one of our members!" Jaejae why you so CUUUUUUUUUUUUTE?!?!?!