Double Exposure

I give up on waiting for Bels pics of our Adventure to include in my post, the memory of the day has turned foggy since it been forever since. But to her defence she honestly could'nt find her USB cable. I empathise.

I don't know if everyone feels the same way whenever the year is about to end. I get this strange sense of foreboding, a little blind panic on how my life is happening all to fast, all too soon and unrestrained giddy delight. Though that part may be due to the approach of Christmas. I remember 5 years ago when Delisa and I were leaving STC after buying our Secondary 1 books and this girl approaches us and gives us a leture on the meaning of Xmas. I mean it, XMAS. She then proceeded to draw bridges and talk about how Christ has been born or something along those lines. All I know is, we missed our bus and I wanted to push that girl on the floor and bludgeon her with my heavy plastic bags of sharp edged textbooks. TO DEATH

Well, back to me and Bels adventure. I don't remember anymore, except that it started to early and we took over 10 buses to various ends of Singapore, thrift hunted like mad old ladies, re-lived Napoleon Dynamite(everytime I see her, something NDrelated happens, weird). I remember making friends with someone named Mary and she told me secrets about the new thrift shop. Useful.

My brother. TWENTY-NINE Year Old Brother.
"Why can't Men wear cardigans? Cardigans Aren't Gender Specific. Old Engligh professors wear cardigans!"
"Why do you always wear cardigans? Trying to establish personal style isit? Well, sorry. Too Bad. Your Chinese, chinese people don't have style"
Then proceeds to strangle me with my various cardigan sleeves in public.

I went for a study session with Shurong at starbucks. I am sad that I suck at bio. It's not like I want to suck at it. But hopefully that is ending, cause I have realised a totally huge mistake in my bioleaningtechniques. I AM SUCH A TOTALLY FUCK HEAD. I HAVE SPENT THE WHOLE YEAR TRYING TO MEMORIES TRUCKLOADS OF INFORMATION WITHOUT PRIOR UNDERSTANDING. I now learn by concept. I am restarting my whole syllabus, concept 3 took my entire starbucks effort. #3 The properties of elements are dependant on the structure of their atoms.
Sounds simple enough, and it should be. But noooo. Appearance VS Reality.
I am glad Shrong doesn't mind me talking aloud, because I argue with myself shamelessly while studying, bouncing concepts back and forth. I keep over analysing information and learning more than I should. Pointless, Useless.
I am addicted to Mocha Praline Fraps. I had two grande cups in 2 hours and would have had more if not for my annoyingly filling smoked salmon sandwich.

I sound like a 9 year old child enduring the plunging sugar levels andmigraines of a post sugar high, suffering from the ill effects of some sort of iatrongenic malfunction causing brain retardation. SHUT UP BERNADETTE.

I missed the It Girl Issue of Nylon, someone lend it to me. CORY KENEDY'S HAIR AND PROFILE MUST ADORN MY WALLS.
I will scan it, your magazine will be unharmed. I don't cut pages out, it hurts my heart D:<>