Talk about dumb.
Went to the wake last night, where my brother thought it would be funny to tell my Fucking Stupid Relatives(not all, only a small group, the rest are decent enough) that I'm his 26 year old sister. And as ridiculous as this sounds, more than I'd like fell for this. Fuck, I swear I do not look this old. My brother said I do not, just that some of our relatives are pretty dumb, I hope he wasn't just consoling me or whatever.
Well, I guess I'm in over my head. I feel so bad over the fact that I don't really care. Sheemz finds the whole situation pretty amusing, even though she hasn't come right out and said it. Pretty obvious from the way she mouths ohmygod!!! whenever, YOUKNOW. I make up excuses every time the issue bugs me, but somehow 'It's not you, it's me' just doesn't seem to cut it. But I guess, under the circumstances, its alot better than the last time when I told some idiot that "I don't like you. I like someone else. Period." I don't know, how do you phrase "I don't like you, I'm bored. I couldn't care less, move on. It's cool, we can still be friends." nicely? SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE. I'M OPEN TO ANYTHING.
Bernadette has been spending Study Time making unnecessary shopping lists, fantasizing about 'What I would buy if I was filthy rich', making post mid year exam plans, reading all back copies of magazines I own, getting yelled at for phone bill(first time ever omgzzzzz) and moping over the fact that its been nearly 2 months without her Dr Pepper Lip Smackers.
Its not the same D:
If someone were to give me one right now, i'd properly make out with the person irregardless.
Well, I guess I'm in over my head. I feel so bad over the fact that I don't really care. Sheemz finds the whole situation pretty amusing, even though she hasn't come right out and said it. Pretty obvious from the way she mouths ohmygod!!! whenever, YOUKNOW. I make up excuses every time the issue bugs me, but somehow 'It's not you, it's me' just doesn't seem to cut it. But I guess, under the circumstances, its alot better than the last time when I told some idiot that "I don't like you. I like someone else. Period." I don't know, how do you phrase "I don't like you, I'm bored. I couldn't care less, move on. It's cool, we can still be friends." nicely? SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE. I'M OPEN TO ANYTHING.
Bernadette has been spending Study Time making unnecessary shopping lists, fantasizing about 'What I would buy if I was filthy rich', making post mid year exam plans, reading all back copies of magazines I own, getting yelled at for phone bill(first time ever omgzzzzz) and moping over the fact that its been nearly 2 months without her Dr Pepper Lip Smackers.
Its not the same D:
If someone were to give me one right now, i'd properly make out with the person irregardless.
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