Hello From Eau Claire

Yesterday I painted my nails a metallic purple, its shiny and looks black from some angles, silver in light and purple upclose. I only like it because it makes me feel like an astronaut when I do pirouettes while waiting for when I feel sleepy so I can finally fuck today or whatever day it happens to be and turn off my switch, hibernate till tomorrow. ground control to major tom, your circuits dead theres something wrong.

I'm not the only one in my school hating state, because no matter what its not the same. I'm supposed to be good at this adapting thing, but my assimilating and cohesing in my enviroment circuits are shot and nothing is going right. Shima told me she felt like quitting school. Its not the friends, they're great. Its everything else. I hate the school, I fucking hate everything. I only like 4 of my teachers. I've gotten cut off mid sentence because i'm a girl which is an entirely irrelevant factor by the way.

I'm supposed to be studying.